music future thinker - song story written in a windowless basement, dreaming up a future with beck. the acoustic 2022 version grew into the spacious album cut on second half
music second half - album 11 songs from the second half of my life - leaving church, rebuilding identity, and finding room for joy.
deconstruction conditional “freedom” isn’t freedom why the “you’re free to do X” script isn’t freedom: lawmaking, supremacy, and conditional love.
second-half hit delete i covered a shame tool with the second half logo. i don’t delete my life anymore.
music the ride - album a worship album i made with two close friends in a little prayer room i don’t belong to anymore. ten songs, a live choir, a lot of devotion, and a version of me that was all-in.
religious-trauma rapture notes, age 11 at eleven, i filled my bible with rapture warnings: blood seas, 135-lb hail, “we then fight the devil.” this is what i was taught, and why it still bothers me.
music safe at home (дома в безопасности) - ep may 2021 ep about adoption, abandonment, and what “home” meant during my last year in full-time ministry.