notes the first time i read john macarthur a teenage me sent away for “free christian stuff.” one envelope taught me how blunt some theology can be
press divorcing religion - janice selbie × tot conversation with janice selbie on divorcing religion - adoptee grief, leaving ministry, and rebuilding without fear (video)
religious-trauma underground church a youth-group “game” designed to teach loyalty through fear. not play. it was training.
press my gay church days - season 2 premiere george azar invited me to open season 2 of my gay church days. we ended up talking adoption, ministry, leaving faith, queerness, and the songs that turned into second half.
music second half - album 11 songs from the “second half” of my life - leaving church, finding myself, and queer joy. stream, read the notes, and subscribe.
deconstruction conditional “freedom” isn’t freedom why the “you’re free to do X” script isn’t freedom: lawmaking, supremacy, and conditional love.
second-half hit delete i covered a shame tool with the second half logo. i don’t delete my life anymore.
religious-trauma rapture notes, age 11 at eleven, i filled my bible with rapture warnings: blood seas, 135-lb hail, “we then fight the devil.” this is what i was taught, and why it still bothers me.