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deconstruction, aftermath, music thoughts, systems, and observations.

conditional “freedom” isn’t freedom
deconstruction

conditional “freedom” isn’t freedom

why the “you’re free to do X” script isn’t freedom: lawmaking, supremacy, and conditional love.
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hit delete
second-half

hit delete

i covered a shame tool with the second half logo. i don’t delete my life anymore.
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rapture notes, age 11
religious-trauma

rapture notes, age 11

at eleven, i filled my bible with rapture warnings: blood seas, 135-lb hail, “we then fight the devil.” this is what i was taught, and why it still bothers me.
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