not yet
keep telling yourself the truth notice what you notice let things become clear let reality correct you
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the social life of small urban spaces
and who sits where
jarvis i
high ceilings. arched windows. single panes that let the weekend in.
the default setting
spirit led often means ear led. here’s what that did to my taste 👅
adoptee remembrance day (2025)
the wound is relinquishment. the cover-up is adoption.
brett tech
smart-home + gear channel. apple-first + practical. nfc tag ideas + small office/travel upgrades. practical af!!
the first time i read john macarthur
a teenage me sent away for “free christian stuff.” one envelope taught me how blunt some theology can be
processed pain to make it holy
kept trying to make it mean something
thirty-three ninety-five
rain on glass, a rental container, and the difference between being held and being held well.
inside myself
rest is allowed and i can move like fog. learning to like the small fires that stay.
protection
they’ve always been trying
internal audit
catching myself diluting anger - softening language, second-guessing, and choosing not to.
references
the wisdom of trauma
watching gabor maté talk about trauma, addiction, and survival made a lot of my story make more sense – especially the parts i’ve mostly tried to outrun.
the night i got told to run at a revival barn
summer 2018, felt “sent,” drove past the river to a saturday-night revival service, & got yelled at by a visiting prophet with an eye patch.
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cbc: dominionism in nb politics (policy 713)
cbc feature with my first-hand context on dominionism in nb politics and policy 713.
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nb poli pod (2023)
i was invited on the nb polipodcast to talk about faith-based organizing in new brunswick politics and how my time inside charismatic spaces connected to policy 713.
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instagram live w brad klausman
in march 2023 i did an instagram live with brad klausman about leaving high-intensity church spaces, burning out during covid, naming adoption trauma, and deconstruction. watch: instagram live — march 2023 we talked about how i grew up in pentecostal/charismatic settings and then went all-in on ministry, how
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divorcing religion - janice selbie × tot
conversation with janice selbie on divorcing religion - adoptee grief, leaving ministry, and rebuilding without fear (video)
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dominionated: quick before it melts 028 - “future thinker” featured
dominionated’s jim di gioia included “future thinker” on the feb 28, 2023 quick before it melts playlist.
religious-trauma
underground church
a youth-group “game” designed to teach loyalty through fear. not play. it was training.
relinquishment
adoptee remembrance day (2022)
a short note for adoptee remembrance day 2022, with a content note and resources.
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religion news service - adoptee remembrance day
rns covered adoptee remembrance day and why many adoptees push back on glossy, spiritualized adoption narratives. i’m quoted on voice, language, and why this day matters.
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my gay church days - season 2 premiere
george azar invited me to open season 2 of my gay church days. we ended up talking adoption, ministry, leaving faith, queerness, and the songs that turned into second half.
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telegraph-journal (2022)
a 2022 telegraph-journal feature on my album second half — about leaving ministry, rebuilding, and turning that story into songs.