notes
not yet
keep telling yourself the truth notice what you notice let things become clear let reality correct you
tot ripman
references
the social life of small urban spaces
and who sits where
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jarvis i
high ceilings. arched windows. single panes that let the weekend in.
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the default setting
spirit led often means ear led. here’s what that did to my taste 👅
relinquishment
adoptee remembrance day (2025)
the wound is relinquishment. the cover-up is adoption.
references
brett tech
smart-home + gear channel. apple-first + practical. nfc tag ideas + small office/travel upgrades. practical af!!
notes
the first time i read john macarthur
a teenage me sent away for “free christian stuff.” one envelope taught me how blunt some theology can be
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processed pain to make it holy
kept trying to make it mean something
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thirty-three ninety-five
rain on glass, a rental container, and the difference between being held and being held well.
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inside myself
rest is allowed and i can move like fog. learning to like the small fires that stay.
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protection
they’ve always been trying
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internal audit
catching myself diluting anger - softening language, second-guessing, and choosing not to.